{"id":3000,"date":"2021-08-26T07:45:00","date_gmt":"2021-08-26T05:45:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/?p=3000"},"modified":"2021-08-26T07:49:24","modified_gmt":"2021-08-26T05:49:24","slug":"mlocina-1-cast","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/mlocina-1-cast\/","title":{"rendered":"Mlo\u010dina – 1. \u010das\u0165"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Autorka textu: Ambrosia Bajtek \/ <\/strong>Ilustr\u00e1cia: Vikt\u00f3ria Szab\u00f3ov\u00e1<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Text sme prv\u00fd raz publikovali v \u010d\u00edsle Leto 2021<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nie v\u0161etky deti sa v rozpr\u00e1vkach vedia n\u00e1js\u0165. Hoci pozn\u00e1me stovky pr\u00edbehov o princoch a princezn\u00e1ch, m\u00e1loktor\u00e9 z nich opisuj\u00fa detstvo \u010di dospievanie a probl\u00e9my \u013eud\u00ed s odli\u0161nou sexu\u00e1lnou orient\u00e1ciou alebo rodovou identitou. Rozpr\u00e1vka na pokra\u010dovanie s n\u00e1zvom <\/strong>Mlo\u010dina <\/em><\/strong>bude predsudky b\u00fara\u0165 \u2013 opisuje \u017eivot v rybn\u00edku, ktor\u00fd sa s\u00edce riadi jasn\u00fdmi pravidlami, ale \u010doskoro sa to zmen\u00ed. Nap\u00edsala ju transrodov\u00e1 autorka Ambrosia Bajtek. Pre\u010d\u00edtajte si prv\u00fa \u010das\u0165.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mlo\u010d\u00ed b\u00e1l<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pod m\u00e1jov\u00fdm splnom sa ka\u017edoro\u010dne z\u00edde mlo\u010dina zo v\u0161etk\u00fdch k\u00fatov rybn\u00edka a za\u010d\u00edna sa najv\u00e4\u010d\u0161ia udalos\u0165 roka. Mlo\u010d\u00ed b\u00e1l, na ktor\u00fd sa v\u0161etci cel\u00fd rok te\u0161ia, a ako sa term\u00edn bl\u00ed\u017ei, o ni\u010dom inom sa v rybn\u00edku ani nehovor\u00ed. Mloci sa nahodia do sl\u00e1vnostn\u00e9ho fraku a kurizovanie sa m\u00f4\u017ee za\u010da\u0165. P\u00e1rovanie je intenz\u00edvne a po \u00favodn\u00fdch tan\u010dekoch a pyta\u010dk\u00e1ch sa vyfe\u0161\u00e1kovan\u00ed mloci spolu s mlo\u010dicami presun\u00fa do hlb\u0161\u00edch v\u00f4d, aby polo\u017eili z\u00e1klady nov\u00e9ho \u017eivota.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pre ka\u017ed\u00e9ho v rybn\u00edku je to \u017eivotn\u00e1 udalos\u0165. Okrem Eugena.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Na kraji miestnosti stoj\u00ed mlad\u00fd mlok, vlnky za vlasmi u\u017e takmer vykres\u013euj\u00fa dokonal\u00fd tvar vyt\u00fa\u017een\u00e9ho hrebe\u0148a rozhor\u00fa\u010den\u00fdch tane\u010dn\u00edkov… no e\u0161te nie je \u010das! Nie tento rok. Jeho \u010das nad\u00edde a\u017e nesk\u00f4r. Eugen o\u010dami nerv\u00f3zne prech\u00e1dza po s\u00e1le, c\u00edti, ako sa mu pomaly u\u0165ahuje slu\u010dka okolo krku, a okam\u017eite mu stiahne aj \u017eal\u00fadok. Mus\u00ed potla\u010di\u0165 star\u00fd zn\u00e1my pocit na zvracanie, ktor\u00fd sa vyn\u00e1ra v\u017edy v najhor\u0161ej chv\u00edli, ke\u010f sa c\u00edtil v \u00fazkych, ako \u017eubrienka vo vysychaj\u00facej ml\u00e1\u010dke. Tento rok je to posledn\u00fdkr\u00e1t. Posledn\u00fdkr\u00e1t, \u010do… bud\u00faci rok u\u017e bude na mlo\u010dom plese tane\u010dn\u00edkom. U\u017e mu nebud\u00fa sta\u010di\u0165 nacvi\u010den\u00e9 p\u00f3zy, natr\u00e9novan\u00e9 la\u010dn\u00e9 poh\u013eady ani re\u010di drsniaka, ni\u010d z toho ho nezachr\u00e1ni pred z\u00e1vere\u010dn\u00fdm tancom, po ktorom… bude musie\u0165 z\u00e1js\u0165 aj so svojou partnerkou do hlbiny. Rovnako ako pred n\u00edm jeho otec, star\u00fd otec a pred n\u00edm jeho otec, a vlastne v\u0161etky predo\u0161l\u00e9 gener\u00e1cie mlokov u\u017e od nepam\u00e4ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mus\u00ed splni\u0165 najd\u00f4le\u017eitej\u0161iu \u00falohu ka\u017ed\u00e9ho mloka \u2013 zabezpe\u010di\u0165 potomka pre mlo\u010dinu. U\u017e ke\u010f bol malou \u017eubrienkou, mu v\u0161etci hovorili, \u017ee je to nielen jeho povinnos\u0165, ale aj ve\u013ek\u00e1 \u010des\u0165! No ak je to naozaj tak, pre\u010do m\u00e1 pocit, \u017ee by to bolo jeho najv\u00e4\u010d\u0161ie zlyhanie?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mus\u00ed to spravi\u0165. Iba \u017ee by sa tomu dalo nejako vyhn\u00fa\u0165… ale to by musel prehovori\u0165, a to nie je tak\u00e9 jednoduch\u00e9…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Je odhodlan\u00fd, ale hlavou mu neust\u00e1le v\u00edria pochybnosti. Ve\u010f aj tak by to nepochopili, a nakoniec, kde by na to nabral odvahu? K\u00fdm je ponoren\u00fd v bez\u00fate\u0161nej v\u00edzii svojho \u017eivota, \u00fa\u010dastn\u00edci plesu maj\u00fa dostatok \u010dasu si ho obhliadnu\u0165. Eugen nie je \u017eiaden gladi\u00e1tor, no pr\u00edroda mu vyformovala pru\u017en\u00e9 pevn\u00e9 telo a prirodzen\u00fa vlnku vo vlasoch. Mokr\u00fd, skoro a\u017e vzdialen\u00fd poh\u013ead a \u010drty antickej sochy mlad\u00edka v rozpuku. Z\u00e1rove\u0148 je synom jednej z najv\u00e1\u017eenej\u0161\u00edch mlo\u010d\u00edch rod\u00edn, ktor\u00e1 sem pri\u0161la e\u0161te za \u010dias oteplenia Pan\u00f3nskej roviny. Mlo\u010dice sa mu pod najr\u00f4znej\u0161\u00edmi z\u00e1mienkami plet\u00fa pod nohy, len aby s n\u00edm mohli str\u00e1vi\u0165 \u010do najviac \u010dasu, a mo\u017eno si ho aj z\u00edska\u0165 e\u0161te pred bud\u00facoro\u010dn\u00fdm plesom. Eugenovu trpezlivos\u0165 a mil\u00fa povahu si \u010dasto zamie\u0148aj\u00fa za sympatie. Povr\u00e1va sa, \u017ee m\u00e1 dobr\u00e9 srdce. No to srdce je ako zo skla. Kr\u00e1sne, ale tvrd\u00e9 a studen\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eugen s kysl\u00fdm \u00fa\u0161krnom prehltne \u0165a\u017ek\u00e9 s\u00fasto my\u0161lienok a povzdychne si: \u201eToto s\u00fa posledn\u00e9 chv\u00edle, ktor\u00e9 tr\u00e1vim ako-tak slobodne, ne\u017e nadobro zvn\u00fatra odumriem pri mlo\u010dom tanci.\u201c Z tej predstavy ho strasie. Pozbiera zvy\u0161ky odvahy a ticho vykro\u010d\u00ed do silno osvetlenej miestnosti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Bud\u00facnos\u0165 n\u00e1\u0161ho rodu z\u00e1vis\u00ed od teba<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eKv\u00f4li nekontrolovate\u013enej expanzii \u013eud\u00ed sa rody ka\u017ed\u00fdm rokom scvrk\u00e1vaj\u00fa a mlo\u010d\u00ed b\u00e1l je jedin\u00e1 cesta, ako zabezpe\u010di\u0165 pre\u017eitie toho n\u00e1\u0161ho. V\u010faka b\u00e1lu neostan\u00fa t\u00f4ne pr\u00e1zdne, mlo\u010diarne spustnut\u00e9 a l\u00ednie star\u00e9 tis\u00edcky rokov nezanikn\u00fa. Je n\u00e1s tak m\u00e1lo, a ty sa rozhodne\u0161 netancova\u0165? Neda\u0165 n\u00e1m mlo\u010dence? Ako m\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 by\u0165 tak\u00fd sebeck\u00fd?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Opakuje mu otec so sklaman\u00edm v hlase d\u00e1vno nau\u010den\u00fa k\u00e1ze\u0148.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eNie som sebec, ja som len…\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eTy si len \u010do? Ako to, \u017ee sa ti ani jedna nezd\u00e1 dos\u0165 dobr\u00e1? Pre\u010do nem\u00f4\u017ee\u0161 by\u0165 ako ostatn\u00ed?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eTo nie som ja, u\u017e to pros\u00edm pochop.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eUsiluj sa kone\u010dne dospie\u0165 a sprav, \u010do sa od teba \u017eiada!\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eSom in\u00fd ne\u017e vy! A kone\u010dne to viem vyslovi\u0165 aj nahlas.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0161etci mu zd\u00f4raz\u0148uj\u00fa, \u017ee je to zrada vo\u010di rodine. A nebola by to e\u0161te v\u00e4\u010d\u0161ia zrada vo\u010di mne sam\u00e9mu, mojim citom, mojej podstate, ak by som spravil nie\u010do len z don\u00fatenia, hoci c\u00edtim, ako ma to zab\u00edja? Nebola by najv\u00e4\u010d\u0161ia zrada vo\u010di m\u00f4jmu \u017eivotu, ak by som ho pre\u017eil v klamstve?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Autorka textu: Ambrosia Bajtek \/ Ilustr\u00e1cia: Vikt\u00f3ria Szab\u00f3ov\u00e1 Text sme prv\u00fd raz publikovali v \u010d\u00edsle Leto 2021 Nie v\u0161etky deti sa v rozpr\u00e1vkach vedia n\u00e1js\u0165. Hoci pozn\u00e1me stovky pr\u00edbehov o princoch a princezn\u00e1ch, m\u00e1loktor\u00e9 z nich opisuj\u00fa detstvo \u010di dospievanie a probl\u00e9my \u013eud\u00ed s odli\u0161nou sexu\u00e1lnou orient\u00e1ciou alebo rodovou identitou. Rozpr\u00e1vka na pokra\u010dovanie s n\u00e1zvom Mlo\u010dina bude predsudky b\u00fara\u0165 \u2013 opisuje \u017eivot …<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":21,"featured_media":3001,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[257,6,10],"tags":[266,160,302],"class_list":["post-3000","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-literatura","category-pribehy-lgbti-ludi","category-kultura","tag-from-qys","tag-queer-literatura","tag-rozpravka"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3000","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/21"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3000"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3000\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3003,"href":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3000\/revisions\/3003"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3001"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3000"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3000"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/duhovyrok.sk\/qys\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3000"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}